Lâm Bằng và “những vết thương chẳng dễ lành”
(vhds.baothanhhoa.vn) - “Chín mươi chín bài thơ” là tập thơ thứ 7 của nhà thơ Bùi Lâm Bằng. Các bài thơ không có tiêu đề như cách truyền thống “vốn phải vậy” mà được đánh số thứ tự, lần lượt từ 1 đến 99.
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